I have mastered the technique of meditation..... to just sit at my desk n do nothing can be such a torture... so i have learnt to sit n stone without fallin asleep.. albeit thanks to MSN.. mwahahahahhahha and the various folks who have been ard to keep me company......

as you can see, i'm really bored.. i probably have things to do.. and be good and really look through the excel spreadsheets, but there's just no govt here such that i lack discipline... of coz, i do look at it now n then...... hah, i think it's because i know that basically there's really just nothin much for me to do while i'm here as they've got my trainin plan only for Msia...

Anyways, its okie.. this is the time i'll blog more... and when my thoughts start comin in...
Had a quick chat with a gal yest... one of my closer friends.. i realise we are pretty similar when it comes to relationship... or rather, i think we are the 'same' kinda girlfriends... n not that i'm braggin or what, i guess we are a rare species. We adore indepence and some amount of freedom. We are understandin and prefer not to kick up a ruckus if possible. What we will do is we will approach the problem or issue upfront and discuss... we do not like to go around the prob or just hope that with time, things will get better.. not quite... so it's nice talkin to someone who thinks the same as you do...

Then again, of coz.. when we are the way we are in a relationship, we may have to tolerate certain things that may be unfair to us.. but that's life and perhaps that's what make the guys like us to begin with... like we are easy to hang out with and easy to please i suppose... maybe we're being too easy on the guys already.. mwahahahah
anyways, it's funny how she's becomin my 'mum' .. e way she say, wah this one 'bao jia'... haha, damn funny...

Anyways, 2 heartbreak stories of yet another 2 friends totally spoiled my day... got me so upset..... i just hope they get over it and i hope what they did is right for them...... i always tell people that whatever they do, just make sure they're happy and dont regret.. that's most impt.. after all, life is short. Live it to the fullest... =)

And another thing... Thanks for makin me feel like i'm the world! come back quick...