HaPpY

BiRtHdAy!!

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Someone Please Stop the Time!!!

Panick mode now...

Perhaps coz the past few days were so chaotic.. I was thrown a stack of information and suddenly i had to do up a proposal that i had little or zilch knowledge about and had to absorb within a day or may i say hours... we're talking tens or hundreds of millions here......
I like being busy, but not busy pickin up pieces of info and having to sift through rubbish...
ANyways, things finally slowed down a little today and i hope i have a peaceful day..

Haha, the powers of facebook... someone just changed the status and created a ruckus... friends all teasing him and givin him a hellava hard time.. It's quite funny actually.. =P
Had a great meet up with my woman few days back... who got me a passport holder (coz i travel more now) and some hand lotion. So LOVED! Had a great meal and took my maiden's ride in her New Car.. Shared with her bf.. seems like roads are all paved for a future together.. =) so happy for them...

And my first weekday trainin yesterday.. i almost died! sooooooo tiringggggg.. sigh, but it felt good.. haha
Met my mama and jie jie as well... whom i really love love.....
Hmmm, been havin a lot of supper lately as well, so i better watch it.. else its not gonna help!!! =P Some pics! =)

Jiejie

Gyu Kaku

Prive Hazelnutt Choc Mousse.. SLURPS

Love-A-Lot Bear

HP love love

Mama!

2009 Valentine's Day!

Happy Valentines' Day! I miss the school days actually, when you'll get many gifts and chocs from guys and friends. Its a so-called Friendship Day... =)
This year's V-day fell on a Saturday, so training was as usual. I even went to teach...
We had a camera woman coz she had her wisdom tooth removed (OUCH).. and for the first time, i have proper pictures of me and my stick after playin for 6 years... haha...
Thanks to all, who were with me on V-day! And our dinner date at a gal's bf's place... Gd guy gd guy =P Thanks everyone for being my friend.. Love love! =)

Passes.. Now i realise how i always dun BEND MY KNEES!

I love this pic! hahaha =)

(Half of) Team Titans!

Sesame Rice @ Gyu Kaku

Love-A-Lot Carebear!

Hazelnutt Praline Choc Mousse Cake @ Prive

Totally Pigging-out

Slurp Slurp

That was how my V-day concluded... I wonder how my birthday this year is gonna be like... haha, its been awhile since i had those parties or big gatherings.. You know how we always have the whole class celebrate together when we were in school? THose were the days.. Like what my friend said "after you hit 25, your life is in fast forward mode"... which i really think so..

My mum is not helping either.. which makes me frustrated sometimes coz certain things are not up to me and i cant make any decisions on my own...

Oh well, that aside.. i have made some big decisions... and if everything goes accordin to my plan ( i need lots of luck for it... though i think my chances are very slim)... i will start afresh in July and the next 2 years i foresee will be a breeze.. Otherwise, i'll just consider taking my piano exam once again...... =)

Thanks for everything! =)

Mind Boggling

Sometimes, i feel i'm not being included or told much about stuffs going on. Probably coz its trivial to others. But i dont like to think that there are things that i 'dont need to know'... Hence, communication problem arises. All those "i thought", "i think" and "i didn't know".. Even things like "I had too much for lunch and i'm so full" are redundant things, but sometimes we just say it, dont we? Well, maybe only I do...

Anyways, its just a one-off complain here coz i'm a little vexed.
Our consensus was that we do not think too far and just live by the day. True, its too early to be thinking too far.. But i dont see the 'intention' to 'think or plan' far, which despairs me.
Since it makes me feel down, i psych myself not to think, but the matter of fact is that we have to, isn't it? Sooner or later...
Some things, if you do not plan or start early, it will be TOO late.
Like it or not, i HAVE to NOT think so as to avoid head-on discussions. i cant trust myself and i may push it too far... therefore scaring off the other party.

Believe it or not, its making me AFRAID to think sometimes. I can only keep these thoughts to myself. Of coz, its easy to say dun care about what others say and dun think, dun be affected.. But at least if i know watz the plan, i have an answer. Without a plan, its still just like any other acquaintance isn't it?

I do not hope for much anymore. Expaserated at times, but i just think of a back door for myself. The reality of life is as such. You cant fight it. When the time comes after 2 years, i will contain my thoughts no more. Make it or break it. Who knows, by then i'll be so terrified that a decision will be reached easily.. haha

BUt for now.... i guess i'm happy =)

Just Some pictures

Basically, these are the folks i last saw before i left....

Happy Chinese Valentines' Day!!

This marks the end of CNY 2009.
soooooooo fast...

I survived my first week of work in the Singapore office and i'm glad that i actually have work to do n i was at least kept occupied during office hours. Not too busy, not too nua... A gd start, i felt. Beginnin to feel useful again...
Been psycho-ed to probably study again... thinking about it and doing some background studies. If i'm accepted, i'll probably give it a shot then. Otherwise, i'll do other things to entertain myself.. like pick up my violin, master my etudes etc...

It's been a great week and i'm loving every minute of it now. Except i kinda screwed up last week but making someone angry. Well, i was angry initially for a bit coz some things that were deemed too trivial were not spelt out, hence there were some miscom. After that, i was a little dissed coz i was thought to be venting my anger about something else on him, which definitely wasn't the case. I was sulking over a friend who flew my kite no doubt, but i swear i wasn't venting my frustrations what-so-ever...

For the very first time, i see you like that. Scared the hell outta me and immediately, i was afraid and regretted what i've said. Sigh... Felt so bad about it. So funny that just a few hours before this incident, i just posted a note on FB on things about me.. Pple kept sayin it seems like i wanna get married, which was the last thing on my mind for now. It is still uncertain who's THE ONE.. Communication needs to be worked on.

We got over it quickly and i guess it's a lesson learnt.
My ex-colleague just gave birth to a princess! Congrats!

Back to Reality

I packed my bags and said goodbye..

It was sad leaving coz i see some of them were really sad to see me go... (not that i'm like some big shot or saint) but made some purely great friends there, which surprised me.. yet i'm happy!

I had a great steamboat party at my place and it was a BANG, albeit the lack of space.. Had the privilege of having a big boss make his famous cheesecake for me.. my boss got me a gift as well and the girls who helped out, i'm really thankful for them all...

Thereafter, i packed my luggage with a heavy heart and got over it when i hadtrouble closing my luggage with all my barangs.. haha then came my last night on Monday. Had a farewell dinner yet again and gathered @ Armin's place after that. Night of catch up and chit chat, recollections, advice... People present, An, Sia, Armin, Phoe, Ruki, Ed.. these are the people who stuck by me and really cared for me while i was in Kuantan.. taking care of me and all. Really appreciated it......

The next morning, i left with a heavy heart again. But once i was on the airplane headed for SIN, my spirits lifted at the thought of seeing my loved ones so soon! =P n So, i waited n waited at the airport and finally, i see.......... and had a great and FULL dinner @ Serangoon..

Had a good 2 days to ourselves before he left and then it was reunion's dinner... Everything happened quickly.. For the very first time, i went visiting on the very first day of New Year and i had fun.. But i felt bad coz i didn't make it back in time to help my mum host my uncles n aunts =( end up my dad had to pick me up at Bishan MRT and headed straight to Uncle's place.. Sigh..

2nd day was fun. I went over and we played some Rockband.. i'm gettin better at the guitar... and later that night, talks about violin got me interested in picking it up.. but to spend another grand on it, i really need to think it through...

3rd day, everyone's SUPPOSED to be working already but when we went to vivo, its jam packed with human creatures, even more so than on normal weekends. Strange.. My mum cooked a feast and we had a great dinner, followed by Blu-Ray!! I've been having an urge to spend money these days, i've still got quite some new clothes, so i can only buy like shoes, shoes n more shoes? :P and i bought like 7 books! hahaha, crazy meeeeeee

4th day, nua day... 5th day, shopping...... n my HP Bosses came over that night. It was really fun, coz they brought their kids and it was so noisy n all! i had like 5 kids, jumpin around in my room, on my bed, runnin ard... haha. COuld have been better if i din have 2 last min ladies who fly my kite, the 2 that i was most eager to meet and confide in.. =( Well, no choice...

Weekend came and i can finally have some proper, serious training. I hope i dont get booted out of the team coz for the first time, Banana has to 'eliminate' players for registration... *gulps* By Sat, i'm already a bit depressed coz my long break's almost over!!! =( Had a steamboat dinner and then a homecooked meal for her birthday! It was pretty good and not too bad at all! *pat pat* so proud of you.. hehe

Here i am today, back at work in Singapore office, like when i just switched a job. New @ work. Still free for now. waiting for work i guess...

My only regret during this long break i had, is that i didn't manage to go for a short trip, out of Singapore... =( Coz i was 'on-leave' and i cleared up all of them, so i'm starting from ground zero now and it means no leave for another 6 months before i can accumulate enough to go for a week-long holiday.. Not motivating at all.. Sigh

2009's starting off in a rush! it's February already!!