Why?

What happens when a woman's pillar of strength is being smashed into bits and pieces?
Seems like there is no more meaning in life for her isn't it?
Throughout the years, these mini bits were being mended back little by little like piecing together a jigsaw, but only to be destroyed every few years.
Having no power means you have to see other people's face everyday.
We guess that he needed an avenue to vent his anger on and chose an easy target who's unable to fend for herself.

He became a person i didn't know altogether and was like a stranger to me, whom i cannt treat like a stranger. The things coming out from his mouth were unbelievably crude and i know she's being wronged... big time. Declaring all her assets seems like her last resort to prove her innocence. But with an ego big as that, he would not admit it and it is going to take awhile before the episode dies down.

At this age, i'm sure it takes a toll on them to have to go through this coz even a third party like me is tired and distracted. It pains me to hear and see her cry and yet i was told to pretend that i do not know anything... all for the sake of me. Every woman wants someone to console her when she cries, whether she's being reasonable or not. To be wronged and being ignored even when tears were shed, i do not know why. To threaten a timid woman just seems so wrong. To say that the sight of her irritates him is just mean.

so WTF? wtf wtf wtf wtf wtf wtf wtf wtf

Committment

Day by day, we inch closer towards the day...
As we move on, we get into more details.. With each detail, we treaded on unknown territory..... Suddenly, its like a bare-all or something like drawing lines. Of course, it is necessary... Everyone says we need to be clear on certain things and its best to state clearly, and these people are speaking from experience..
BUT, somehow, the more detailed we go, the more i felt distant... It's as if i need to move out of my comfort zone to accommodate the decisions.. thats y they say, compromising is very impt... and i'm truly learning it now... Suddenly, the stress comes back on and at times, helplessness..
If you are too detailed, its not good.. to be not sufficiently detailed is also not good... it's hard to strike a balance...

And then there's the preparation... I really do not have an idea of what kinda things i like, i just feel simple is good.. And when i show some pics, i get such contrasting views that i had to take a step back to think whether i really ought to be putting in more effort... people around me have more ideas and comments than I do.. So yeah.. let me try to put in more thoughts..... on wats nice, wat i should go for and how to make it special...

xoxo

Countdown starts (10 more months)

February is soooooo short!!! I only remember exams and many assignments, CNY and then birthday and GONE!

Finally got down to other things for 10 months down the road and its tiring, but exciting!
I've been kinda anti-social for the past month coz of the many presentations and reports that were due.. Sorry my dear friends!!! CNY came and went and there was kinda a big hoo ha coz of the announcement i made. It was interesting this year coz of 2 new baby additions, Zong Yi and Caylia.. Tong Tong has grown up to be such a bubbly girl and she's always smiling! Such a happy baby...

Vday came n went coz of CNY.. Bday was a nice cosy affair, just with family... Not really with friends.. hahaha, miss those surprise parties and gatherings... Anyways, am a year older yet again... everyone keeps telling me "Happy Birthday! Enjoy your last birthday as a singleton".. hahaha, sounds damn scary! =P

Yuan Xiao Jie

@ Home

At the stroke of Midnight!

Bday dinner! VERY Meaty!

VDay present from Milan...

Zong Yi on 27th Feb! =)

Staring intently at Gong Gong

"HUH?"

"Frowns"

Hungry Baby

Baby Caylia

Zong Yi on First day of CNY