June is here!!!
I'm about to make yet another major change in my life... as usual, i have a volatile life, susceptible to changes.. be it love life or career or whatever...
Anyways, i think i'm most probably gonna change my job and this one, is gonna be very fulfilling, but it required me to really think hard and long before deciding on it... well, i'm still thinking but at least now it's like 80-90%..
It's really mind boggling..
I need to give up my piano kids... Although i always complain about lessons coz they take up my weekends, i really do love them and the oldest one, i have taught her for like 6 years... how time flies!!! even the youngest one has been with me for 4 years or so... sigh.. i really hate to give them up... =(
I need to sacrifice my floorball as well... Well, it's just for the next 6 months, so hopefully i can still be back in time for the league... Meanwhile, must try to keep fit while i'm there...
Lastly, the comfort of my home, family and friends... OK, guess i'm exaggerating.. after all, it's only for 6 months.. but then again, if things go well, they may extend my stay there or i may need to travel more frequently... it's really quite an unknown for now...

so i'm actually still kinda lost..hahaha
At the same time, i'm vexed about other stuff...... like why are you SO HELPFUL?!?!
faint..... i really cant fathom what you're thinking..

And for the past week, i was really pissed... for some weird reason, everyon was gettin on my nerves and i think i have qigong or something coz other people's feet are being stepped by my insivible forces... double wow!
And some guys are just so so so so so so barbaric.. the way they talk and all... cant stand them..

One last thing that really got to me.. i was really upset when i found one of my colleague recently picked up smoking.. he's like a really really gd boy, so i was really caught by surprise when i found out he just started smokin 2 months back.. reason being: STRESSED! and i was thinkin, dude, you really need to get out of your job... QUIT! so i'm helpin him look ard and making sure he's working hard at sending out resumes.. i really hate to see him become like this.. He's really hating his job now and i totally understand how he feels, so i really wish for him to get out.. coz to be stressed to that extent.. for a job? it's really really not worth it......
As a friend, a good friend, i really care for him and hope he leaves this shithole soooooooooooooooooonnnnnnn...........