Rendered Speechless

Chat with mummy yesterday left me dumbfounded and i felt heavy-headed thereafter.
It just didn't occur to me that she had 'such thoughts' on her mind..
Out of care and concern for me of coz...
After knowing the truth and plans, she was disappointed and i'm guessing i have only succeeded to make her worry or get anxious.. i would love to make her happy but its not my call. Not our call..
Too soon..

Damn, i still cant believe it.. *stunned*