Retirement..

My dad was telling me about him clearing leave and that he will have a slight change of job scope n stuff. Puzzled me for a moment, then i realised... coz he's of age to retire, but his boss still wants his around. Suddenly, i felt like my dad's really aging already. And i feel like a spoilt little girl who hasn't grown up.

Ideally, i should be looking after my parents now.. since my bro's not ard.. i should be the one buying the daily necessities @ home, payin all the bills, maintenance, car and even their well-being. Yet i'm not really doing all those. Although i give a lot of allowance for them monthly. Just feel that they are still lookin after me, rather than the other way round. Then again, i will always be looked after this way no matter what, till the day i get married off. haha
But i feel its a good thing my dad continues working to keep his brain active n all... Stayin @ home with nothing to do is boring too.. i really gotta stop relying on them...

Sigh, how long more can i have the freedom to use the car... =P sobsob

when will i grow up??