Expensiveeeee

I was just checkin out some courses online while i'm surfing... Goodness, all these courses are soooo expensive.. and i'll probably need to go take some tests which are required for admission. Some need GMAT, SAT, TOEFL.. all the alphabets start comin up... haha
The more i see, the more xianz i get... Itz not gonna be easy and it ranges from 30k to 50k... how can i afford this!!! faint...
Seems like trainin has upped one level to include PT and sounds really xiong now. Makes me a little 'afraid' to go back... to see how unfit i've become.. *shudders*... so upset so upset... =( but i'll still go back nonetheless, just need to train doubly/triply hard....... =

Current mood: Depressed, itchy