The Life i want...

Was just looking at how people live in Kuantan while on my way to work.. Went round n round to pick up everyone, so i just thought... I'm definitely not suited to live in countryside life...
Well, simply because i feel so restricted here.. Its not just because of the fact that i dont have a car here, but in general, people here do not get out that much... Maybe that's why they just make more babies and bring them up.. Perhaps more family oriented?

I dont know... Coz i've been askin around my colleagues (old n young), i ask them what do they do over the weekends or weekdays after work, they say they usually just stay at home... N i'm like "ohhhhhhhhh".. i dont like to be cooped up at home ALL THE TIME... which my mum always complains about.. haha
I guess its just that i'd like to have like tennis games or go catch a play/dance, go walk walk (outdoors) or trainings, soccer, beach... whatever... Thing is in Kuantan, there's not much parks here to walk... n even if there is, you gotta go in the day, coz itz not safe at night. If you run outdoors, people give you the stare n think you're crazy... At this place, it's insane but even if you just wanna go somewhere say 50m away, they DRIVE there.. funny... There's a beach,but i cant wear shorts n spaghet without being a public display.. No tennis, soccer, basketball.. mostly just badminton here? Only 1 movie theatre in the entire state...

Well, do i need to say more? its not as if i dont wanna do what i wanna do, but people keep tellin me its not safe or not good or try not to do it alone... well, locals tell me its fine, some say maybe a bit dangerous.. ivan tells me its not safe... *sigh*.. that's y, suffocated...

Suddenly, i miss helsinki.. I was there for 5 days n i like it that you can walk around freely and not worry... go run around or do whatever you want... plenty of shops around, nice view overseeing the waters near Hakaniemi... You feel like there's Freedom.. i actually enjoy Boston and Philadelphia.. Not so much London though..

So yeah, everyone here's too lazy... that it's killin me!!! hahaha