I'm gonna make sure i bring more sleeved tops here next time round.. imagine wearin a JACKET under the hot sun, i was just meltin when i went out to the plant yesterday... hahaha
Had a good rest last night and seriously, my new lapop is driving me crazy.. seems like the only thing it does is update, update n UPDATE all day! strange... Last night, it updated for like 1.5 to 2 hours!! n it told me not to switch off or interrupt the update, so i could only just WAIT... n fell asleep while doing so... i hate computers!

N the day before, i had a shock coz i thought there's a virus on my laptop.. i googled it and realised there's something wrong with AVG, not me.. the problem went away on its own yesterday... i feel liks such a geek, doin all these on my own.. coz usually, my bro does it for me.. all these updatin n stuff, but i made it a pt to run the Anti-virus software everyother day... Defrag it regularly and just keep it in shape.. else he's gonna holler at me... hahaha, plus i'm here all alone.. i cant scream for his help even if i wanted to.. :P

So here we are, on the topic of RELIANCE...
i figured he likes independence, more than reliance.... in me.. well, i AM independent, just probably in everything else...... For my jobwise, not too sure for now.. hmmmm, which is quite frustrating and i wondered if i've made a wrong move again.. When i was lookin for a job few months back, i was ADAMANT that i'll go do something NON-ENGINEERING, which i probably am, but seems like in order for me to progress under project management, i cant do it in Singapore office, even if not here, it will be somewhere else.. in batam, australia, states? Which makes me unsure now...
I guess if i had just stuck out and insisted on gettin into a bank or financial institution, despite a pay cut, i wouldn't have had this headache now.. but anyways, despite the better pay here, apparently the increment is similar (or shld i say, as pathetic, as my old job).. although the bonus is just a wee bit better... which disappoints me actually.. hmmm, so much so for better prospects... Although the benefits here are great.....

SO, saya needs to really think about what i want, coz tai tai is out of the picture... haiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii, not that i wanna be one... but if i HAd THE choice.. ahem, y not right? haha, just not that interested in climbin up the corporate ladder n be involved in all those politics... doesn't help that the lady figures around him are all VERY capable.. somehow, i feel inadequate......


ARghhh, so frustrating...