seems like i really have commitment problems... or rather, i'm just retarded and discover what i can live with n what i cant live without only after a long time...
n so here it is, i have done the deed......

a little numb coz i'm not that sad, but not happy either... a state of nevana...
ive marked the day by inflictin a bit of pain on myself... hah, dont worry, no biggie, didn't like try to commit suicide or something.... just in the spur of the moment.
what hurts me most is that you try to run away......
we're all adults.. matters of the heart are uncontrollable..

oh well, i dont really know what to say.. on a side note, i had a great league this season.. that's because i got to play quite a bit... but i know how others who dont get to play actually feel.. i hope you press on and play for the sake of your dear friends! =) motivation doesn't really come from how much play time you get... challenge yourself, find back the touch that may have been lost... jia you!!!

had a great weekend... exciting and interesting.. somethin new and uncalled for... now i wonder what happens now...
haiiii, all i can say is still to enjoy life and be happy...... whatever happens, happens...